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Name: courtney
Location: Tennessee, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing, basketball, football, music, writing... yeah i love writing poetry... im ok at it..., hanging with my friends, talking on the computer and the phone, looking at sunsets... god they are so beautiful... , looking at stars... yeah i love doing that..., going on our boat... oh yeah!!! thats so fun, thats really all i do...
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Member Since:
2/1/2004
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| hey everyone... yeah... i get my stitches out tomorrow... im really
glad... well yeah... i dont really know what to say... ive been pretty
upset lately... not many things are going the way i would have hoped
they would go... ummm i have guard camp thursday and friday... and then
i have band camp the 26-30... yeah... so im gonna be really tired...
yeah i already lost 10 pounds... and now im gonna lose some more... i
dont mean to... i juss do... yeah... so yeah im sorry this is so
short... but hey... if u want my new sn... give me urs... and ill IM u
with my new one... ok... well im going now... i love you!
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| well... summer has been pretty bad... ive missed my friends so much...
and tomorrow im gettin my wisdom teeth cut out... not very cool... i
know im sorry i havent written in here in a long time... sorry bout
that... well yall juss IM me sometime... my daddy is coming home early
so i can have a good last meal... lol... im really scared yall... but i
guess itll be ok... well i need to go get ready... i love you!!! leave
me comments...
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| WOW... my summer has been pretty much tiring... lol... well ive been
doing a lot of guard stuff over at the highschool a lot... yeah every
tuesday im there til 3 30... and i have guard n band camp coming up so
that will be fun... well all that is at the end of july... well yeah
babes... i got 1 week n 2 days left til my bday... im so excited...
well yeah... i have conditioning over at the highschool on tuesdays
from 12 30 to 3 30... its really fun... if ne one is ever over there u
should come see me... lol... yeah well... how has everyones summer been
going????? mine has been cool... even though im having real trouble
with my knee... its hurtin like hell yall... i cant stand it... i was
gonna do this hip hop class over the summer that starts tomorrow... but
with my knee the way it is i cant do it... yeah i think i need to talk
to blake sum more about what helped with his knee... well im sorry its
so short cause i know yall have missed me... ok sum ppl might not have
missed me but w/e... ill write more sumtime later... leave me sum
comments!!!!!!... i love you!
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| wow ook today was pretty cool... we went to see shrek2 (i dont know how
to spell it)... then we went bowling... it was fun... nick locked
himself out of the h ouse so he brought me home early...
and OMG... we went over to bretts house to see him today...
but he wasnt home... but alan was... and dude he answered the door...
with just pants n boxers on... OMG it looked soooooo goood... i was
about to die... i gave him two hugs... and i was in heaven... lol... he
so freakin hott... lol... anyways... im home now... and i have to go
get pictures taken for dance... it starts at 8 so i wont be able to
talk to kyle tonight... but i wont be home till prolly really late...
cause pictures take a long time... but yeah... we only have tomorrow
and 2 hours on friday left... im so glad... i hate school...
yesterday... my aunt picked me up from school in a 1985 mersedes
convertible... it was great... i got a bad paper cut yesterday though...
ok now for what is on my mind- why do people tend to like lieing???...
why is it that the people you love the most... leave you and never come
back or never say they are sorry???... i would give anything... and i
mean anything... to be able to see or even speek to john one last
time... and i will never get that... because he will never be back
again... i will be sittin in my room being perfectly happy... and just
something will remind me of him... and i will get so sad... i hate it
so much... i wish for just once i could let go... and have a normal
life... but i cant...
love is amazing once you find it... and once you find it... you'll never let go... i made that up... and its true...
well im going to go... im pretty tired but yet i still have to take pics today... love you!...
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| well yeah... why is it that lies hurt the most????... and why is it
that the very person you love... does the one thing you hate???... why
is it that is so hard to trust people now??... why do people have
to lie... just to make you feel good????... why is it that you feel as
if you have to ask so many questions... but you cant ask the ones that
would help you the most????... and why is it... that every big lie told
to you... is told by someone that means a lot to you?????
well those are the questions on my mind right now... if anyone knows how to answer any of those... please help me...
i sit here
waiting on you
to walk back into my life
just as fast as you walked out
im standing here
searching for you
just as i searched before
just to see the smiling face once more
im lying here
listening for you
to come back into the driveway
and stay here
im living here
missing you
just as i have for over 3 years
wanting to be safe with you one more time
im wanting you
to come save me
and put my heart back together once again
that is for john... he'll never read it... cause he wont come back...
but i juss feel as if i needed to write that... now that im crying i
think i should go now... bye...
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